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Alone in Your Apartment

from At Your Own Risk by CLIFFDIVER

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Knocked up was playing on tv again
I remember when we used to watch it when we were still just friends
It's not the nights I miss the most, just all the little things
You left me so unsure of what tomorrow brings

So who am I supposed to be when you were the best part of me?
I'm trying my best not to feed all my insecurities
I know I broke you down and I burned you out
But I still blamed you

Without your light how will I fight back
All of these demons at my door
It seems darker now, like all the stars burned out
And I can feel my definitions fading
I've been itching numb skin, trying hard to feel again
Having to convince myself there's something left for someone else
And in this moment I am confident that letting go is all I have now
Under my control

So who am I supposed to be when you were the best part of me?
I'm trying my best not to feed all my insecurities
I know I broke you down and I burned you out
But I still blamed you

So who am I supposed to be when you were the best part of me?
I'm trying my best not to bleed all these insecurities
Because I'm broken down and I'm so burnt out
And I can't blame you

So what should I do
If I can't blame you?

The only thing I know for sure
Is that I can't take much more of this
Will this pain end?
Or should I handle this myself?
The long kiss goodnight, my hands are shaking now
And if I fell from these heights, could I lose myself on the ground?
I think I'll handle this myself

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from At Your Own Risk, released November 8, 2019

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