Knocked up was playing on tv again
I remember when we used to watch it when we were still just friends
It's not the nights I miss the most, just all the little things
You left me so unsure of what tomorrow brings
So who am I supposed to be when you were the best part of me?
I'm trying my best not to feed all my insecurities
I know I broke you down and I burned you out
But I still blamed you
Without your light how will I fight back
All of these demons at my door
It seems darker now, like all the stars burned out
And I can feel my definitions fading
I've been itching numb skin, trying hard to feel again
Having to convince myself there's something left for someone else
And in this moment I am confident that letting go is all I have now
Under my control
So who am I supposed to be when you were the best part of me?
I'm trying my best not to feed all my insecurities
I know I broke you down and I burned you out
But I still blamed you
So who am I supposed to be when you were the best part of me?
I'm trying my best not to bleed all these insecurities
Because I'm broken down and I'm so burnt out
And I can't blame you
So what should I do
If I can't blame you?
The only thing I know for sure
Is that I can't take much more of this
Will this pain end?
Or should I handle this myself?
The long kiss goodnight, my hands are shaking now
And if I fell from these heights, could I lose myself on the ground?
I think I'll handle this myself
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The verse "Can't even buy a coffee without exploiting someone" got me. It really hits hard. For the entire length of the album it felt like the end of the world.
But to be perfectly honest, it's just how life is these days. And it's fucked up. szczur
The London band's new album is a vibrant postcard from southern Italy, boosted by brass, strings, and pizzica percussion from local players. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 14, 2024