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Lost in IKEA

from At Your Own Risk by CLIFFDIVER

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I haven't smoked a cigarette in two whole weeks
and I'm learning not to hate myself for little things
all this time alone is forcing me to take control of
the times I don't clean my apartment or communicate
and when I have to work tomorrow and stay up too late
I finally feel inspired and I'm not ok with the way I was

So I'll draw my own lot in life
I know what it's like to be present without presence
I've come to terms with who I am
And I'm learning to love myself again (again)
Slowly becoming better than who I've been

So let me try and say I'm sorry for the last two years
When I was drinking way too often to control my fear
Of a meaningless existence where I just disappear
And I wanna take a minute to accept the blame
For all the times that I would swear to you that I would change
I misplaced my motivation and I just remained the same

So I'll draw my own lot in life
I know what it's like to be present without presence
I've come to terms with who I am
And I'm learning to love myself again (again)
Slowly becoming better than who I've been

I know I'm good enough
Enough for anyone
And finally myself

So I'll draw my own lot in life
I know what it's like to be present without presence
I've come to terms with who I am
And I'm learning to love myself again (again)
Slowly becoming better than who I've been

(Everything's alright, Everything's just fine)
(I'm moving on from here, so steady so clear)

Everything's alright

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from At Your Own Risk, released November 8, 2019

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